Losing side (Lula Wiles)

1)

My mind turns it over like a million times before

Backwards through the darkness a little bit more
      
Before he loved me I didn't know how to cry
           
Another day and I'm on the losing side

2)

My mama taught me all the right things to say

But loneliness knocks at my door every day

I wanted him to love me without asking why

Another day and I'm on the losing side

Bridge:

I threw the dice

My heart went all in

But I still don't know what it means to win

And these pennies I'm gambling

What are they worth?

3)

When my lover left me he taught me how to grow

Now my body aches with the burdens

Now you say you'll show me how to make my pennies shine

Well you can bet I'll end up on the losing side

Another day and I'm on the losing side